This has been the meaning, the quintessence of my life for twelve whole years. We were in something one could call a love-hate relationship. I was annoyed by it and yet it was so important for me. And now it is over. A big part of what I have learnt, of my work and effort, of the knowledge that I have in my head is basically useless. I have wasted twelve years of my life learning a lot of things that I will never need again, things that have no value in life. I learnt them well, I even graduated with honours. But what am I being praised for? For being able to cram a few quotes and sound intellingent? Craming the causes and the consequences of the Crusades? Thanks, I guess... And yet these few quotes about the figures of speech in some poem do not help me in any way. I have very little idea how to actually live a life. How to... do things. What things to do at all. I have mastered how to be an excellent student but I do not know how to be a successful person. So now what?

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